Gone, long gone
The kids are gone! The kids are gone! The kids are GOOOOONNNNNEEEEE!!!!!
Three whole days of quiet. I can get all kinds of work done! I have sewing projects. I have painting projects. I have organizing projects.
I have.... food poisoning.
Ugh! So while kids are playing with Granny G and with all of my projects beckoning, I lay in bed. Usually when they go, I like to get the whole house spotless, so that for 3 full days, I have a house without sticky floors, gunked up mirrors, or peanut buttered walls. But here's it's been 30 full hours, the house is still a mess, no projects have been accomplished, and I'm still in my pajamas!
Maybe if I don't get everything done, it won't miss them as much. I mean, I'll clean everything, then wander around growing nostalgic about how my Little Buddy likes to lick the full length hall mirror so there's a constant film across it. Oh, that was so endearing. I guess erasing all traces of them makes me feel like they -the kids themselves - have been erased. What makes a home feel homier than splotches of hot cocoa on the floor? How much personality can a bedroom without cardboard box dollhouses really have? Then I can't wait for them to get back and pull all the pillows and blankets and sheets off my crisply made bed for a wrestling match.
I'm so, so, SO thankful for good grandparents close by to give me sanity for 3 days. But I'm glad when the insanity returns. I'm very comfortable with my own insanity. I'll hug them and kiss them and yell, "Stop licking that!" I bet "normal" people don't get to yell that every day.






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